Smile, say “hi”. DO IT.
I am so tempted to randomly message you right now holy shit. It’s worse than that feeling when I waited for hours hoping you’d turn up and my friends thought I was absolutely crazy for waiting for someone who doesn’t even know I’m waiting for him. Ugh, I’m such a martyr for doing this.
But this time, I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t be the first to approach even if I know how you are with things like this. You’d never apologize not unless it’s for her, would you?
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Realization (regarding a totally different person):
I just have to say hi to you and get over it. HAHAHA. But then, everytime you’re there, I get all tongue-tied. Shit. Okay, back to vectoring.
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YOU WON’T EVER UNDERSTAND THIS ENTIRE THING NOT UNLESS…. :)